Continued Rambling. To: Self. Re: Nothing of great importance.

If Karma doesn't smite you, I shall.

That is all.

<3 Kibbawlz

PS: DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE!!

PSS: I'm not actually entirely sure who or what my enemy is.

Dumme Dumme Huren.

I'm such a giddy fuck.

In the past 2 days I've consumed greater than 4260millilitres of corn syrup-laden fluid. Apparently high fructose corn syrup is highly addictive. And does all sorts of damage to your liver, which doesn't know what the fuck this awesome substance is. Oh, liver, how I lament your inability to ever know the joy of government subsidised starchy, starchy, obesity-causing goodness.

Albert Hammond Jr.: Also highly addictive.

When I think about it, I have every reason to be a raging cuntosaurus. (Which, by the way, is one of my new favorite words.) And, I kind of want to be. But can't help but succumb to so-called mental illness and be hella happy for absolutely no reason.

<3<3 Kibbawlz

I likeee.

Shut up and let me go
This hurts, I tell you so
For the last time you will kiss my lips
Now Shut up and let me go
Your jeans were once so clean
I bet you changed your wardrobe since we met

Now oh so easily your over me
Gone is love
It's you that ought to be holding me
I'm not containable
This turns up
it's not sustainable

I ain't freakin'
I ain't Fakin' this
I ain't freakin’
I ain't Fakin' this
I ain't freakin'
I ain't Fakin' this
Shut up and let me go
Hey!

Shut up and let me go
This hurts, but I can't show
for the last time you had me in bits
Now Shut up and let me go!
For fear of leaving in regret
I changed this one when we first met

Now oh so easily your over me
Gone is love
It's me that ought to be moving on
You're not adorable
I was something unignorable.

I ain't freakin'
I ain't Fakin' this
I ain't freakin’
I ain't Fakin' this
I ain't freakin'
I ain't Fakin' this
Shut up and let me go
Hey!

Oh love, hold this.
hey

Shut up and let me go
This hurts, I told you so
For the last time you will kiss my lips
Now Shut up and let me go
Hey!

I like these lyrics a good deal. Thank you Apple Corporation for knowing how to choose music for your commercials.

This song makes me happyyyy

<3

Kibbawlz

**Thoughtful sigh**

Here I sit.

My soul being eaten by Myspace. And the last little dustpan coke line being snorted up by 4chan and it's affiliates.

Wondering why, when allowed to take in people one at a time, I fall so madly in love with them so quickly, and why, in large groups, they scare the living shit out of me.

I used to be good at people and avoid "like-liking" them like the plague.

Fehck. It's way too hard to let go.

>.<

Kibbawls

Uhm. Yah. I'm so fucking confused.

Generally speaking, I am a very forgiving person. Way too forgiving actually.

However,

*Thoughtful sigh*

I really don't know how forgiving I can continue to be.

Calling me a stupid cunt and the lowest form of scum and being a possessive, misogynistic, and just plain psycho asshole really doesn't make me wanna be bestest friends with you. I'm not entirely sure why, something about self respect.

And normally, when people become intoxicated, and say something they didn't intend to say, I really don't mind, I can completely understand (I've done it.).

But, (yes, another one of those fabulous buts, howevers, althoughs, etc. etc.),

If you're going to go off on a multi-week, ultra-rapid mood swing, bitchfest rampage, expect to do more explaining than "the massive amounts of coke in my system".

I call bullshit.

If you're going to be such a cuntosaurus, you're really not worth my time.

LESS THAN SLASH THREE!! RIGHT ARROW COLON CAPITOL 'D'!!

Kibbawlz. Rawr.

I sure know how to choose 'em.

Narcissism–noun

1.	inordinate fascination with oneself; excessive self-love; vanity.

2.

Psychoanalysis. erotic gratification derived from admiration of one's own physical or mental attributes, being a normal condition at the infantile level of personality development. I do wonder how one can be so madly in love with them self. Does no one else pick out their own flaws? I'm not saying everyone should have a low self esteem. But, seriously, having not made it out of a so(hyphen)called "infantile level of personality development" might perhaps indicate a problem. Maybe. Just maybe. I'm going out on a limb here. **Ponders** <3 Kibbawlz

I'm referring to metal halide lights, really.

Tridacna Crocea

**To the tuneof an Oscar Meyer commercial** "OH I WISH!!.."

<3kibbles